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Friday, February 27, 2009
wonder why i'm still here? i didn't go camp. I PORN CAMP. TEACHER SCOLD ME THAN SCOLD LA. i just realised that i got camp phobia[especially forest camps/camps that is beside the cemetry.] scold me no guts, whatever. these few days i'm at home. figured out some dish for FN but i sucessed 1, sayo lohdeh. even my father say it's nice :D overjoyed. Tuesday, February 24, 2009
here i am posting the last post before i'm gonna go to camp. s**k mans. i don't like going to camp! tansi FORCED. thank you girl. and i just found out something that my parents found out first. go to ourhomesg.proboards6.org ;D i think i'm trying my best to go. ;D i love it mans~! Thursday, February 19, 2009
had school today. was crazy the whole day. SORRY! and though i look crazy, but i'm more better:D today was alright basically. I LOVE MY BUNNY[SHE'S MY COUSIN] sorry, it's a short post. i have nothing to say. mum! sanoplast~! Tuesday, February 17, 2009
went to school today, i almost slept in maths class. socialS. had a test, and i just wrote more than mr rafi wants, and off i go to my leehomland:D maths. done something on similartiy. T.T don't really understand. and my emaths tuition is still at indices. physics. suppose there's a test today, then never teach one part of inertia. so not gonna study. it's more worse if you start a last-minute study. BASED ON A TRUE STORY BY ME. recess. dno why, suddenly ate so fast. hungry? i suppose :D english. i really just piack~ face down the table. didn't bother about mrs amin. and MRS AMIN~! TAKE CARE EH? :D band. #$^#(^(&*$$^%%%^*(&^**^%#%^*&((^###(&(&(!!*$^&((}{:"}??&%{"?^&*(?$>^}{&*(? that's all for today. i may feel weird, but there's something inside that i've haven't let go yet. that's the weirdness, negative thinkings. etc. it's still a little 痛苦. but i've already send them away. 我的情绪已经很不稳定，有时开心有时难过。 很乱就是了。 it's like something keeps bothering me. and those following words are the continued from my longest post. those are only those words that is telling me from inside. and to all that think i'm changing, i'm just actually handling with the something. although you all may see me super crazy, but inside is actually not. it's actually having a war. i may look okay, but i do keep things like that to myself. instead of telling out. it just make me think that there's a burden from me to you. i rather people say me than saying my cliques. i'm a big wall and they are refugees escaping from a war, i'm just protecting them. but protecting makes me felt weird. something i just found out. big matters that i don't know how to solve. stress is coming already. and it's adding on. i can't defend myself. it's too much already. i'm going to break down soon. i cannot do much. i just can only say that i'll sacrifise if you need. i can only do now is to maintain my emotional level. it's exceding and thanks tansi:D for speaking up for me. Labels: getting more weird these days., i rather sacrifised Monday, February 16, 2009
had school today, it's alright larhs. chinese: my expression -.- that's all. nothing fantastic. maths: went to third chapter and joshua is only at chapter 1 . T.T i can't possibly catch up~! history: actually listened only for 3/4 of the lesson. the other times was like watching the person sitting opposite me. it's tansi. recess: ate lorhme. i don't like. whole thing hothot de. forced myself to eat finish. FN: done with essay writing, LOADED MANS~! 1 FULL PAGE, FRONT AND BACK. whole thing green. assembly: had total defence assembly. supposed to rise for the arrival, then no one from our side rose. mr lee i think he knew. then tansi kept poking me. T.T and mr. LINGTIANWANG! he's so sweet. really. after school: followed clique to meet alicia, then THEY ALL BULLY ME~! i felt so pity loh. T.T then went home. and had tuition. Labels: i felt so pitiful T.T Saturday, February 14, 2009
went for band today, and we did !#$@^&%$*$(^!#^%#^&*( sec 1s came, and we are doing drills. wow, i don't know that sediya can move. perfect man! forget it. and i saw vandalisation on my CRUMPLER bag. fcuk. it's from band. i'll just take it as a warning. if the person does sees this, i must say you are a jerk, coward. that's the truth. and i'm finally BLACK to my SYF skin colour. here itchy there itchy. opps:D had valentine dinner just now. SO GOOD. and rushing through my FN tomorrow. confirm late submission. Labels: i'm so tired. just need more time and sleep. Friday, February 13, 2009
went school today. i was like reaching at 7.20+, then normilla down there asking or mr lee to stop us. then he say :" sorry, you are late.i'm just carrying out instructions." then call one by one, i was thinking that how i'm supposed to answer joshua. dingchao AHGONG suddenly from the back poop out. then he ask me. "detention?" i just said. " don't know?!" when mr lee calling my name, then i gave him my ezlink, he say," you're recorded 1st time, so no detention for you. but next time late, tio loh." then i gonggong down there. so is change for the another year loh~! then last year stuffs boh ki liao loh~! wow. i thought. P.E. called out my zaman. then go to basketball court for sm club[taf]. stupid leh. then played captain ball loh. before zaman beep, i caught the ball [i'm the catcher] with both plams facing the floor,and the ball is in between my both plams. one up one down. stupid right? English. amin never come AGAIN . then that fcuker perry sabo me to alichek[he relief] . almost picked up a fight. then i buaysong loh. fcuk you la perry! maths. gone through indices test. gotten 9/20. I KNOW FAIL~! then i down there sleep for 2 min, wake up. continuously. recess, went down with radhika. ate then went up again. :D history. gone through the slides again. and mr chia photocopied the slides for us. HE'S SO GOOD. and thanks sherlyn for the kinder bureno~! although it's melted, i lovwe melted chocolates. chemistry. finally listened for the first time. copyed down notes. halfway through, my dearest miss tansi, was like daydreaming. i know what you are thinking girl, don't get away with stuffs that i can see throughyour face. haha~! ms tan [my chem laoshi] gave lollipops. THANKS LAOSHI~! after school. kept books, and slacked inside 303 with tansi, jiaching& sherlyn. watched chunyu mv while they all talking. went to bbt, slack there till 1.45. then here i am. later having tuition. EMATHS AGAIN~! it's killing me. and i'm hungry T.T Labels: i'm still missing you, no matter where you are. 1yr 5 months+ to go. Thursday, February 12, 2009
is inside which is crying, not i'm the one who's crying. it's 9.52 now. the timing which i'm posting. suddenly have the feeling of posting about yesterday&today. yesterday went home at 2.50 then had tuition at 4.15 to 6. my teacher let me off to send cousin. she's SO good. then bathed, changed between 20min. believe it? that's the truth. rushed down by train. TOOT~! i sat the bouce-back train, and there were seats :] then reached terminal 3 at 7.30, she's going in at 8. so i just zao, for the sake of her la. then almost fall when reached. her luggage is OVERWEIGHT, 1 person 30 kg, her's is 30.09 then cannot. so buang here buang there loh. then, thatlittlegirl cried with her friend. going 19 years of friendship already. both of them studying seperately. one in brisbane that's my cousin, another one is sydney. yahloh, cry here and there la. i almost, really. although i hardly, for sisters who saw me last year. but my title says it all. today everything was okay. i read the astrology yesterday and saying that i today will be alert. THEN REALLY LEH ~ lessons are okayokay. some i PIACK~ kun, some i daydream, some i listen. basicially is like that larhs. but 2 days to valentime, i've been anti-valentimefor 13-14 years already. getting used to it. don't know why :) went to school today. went back home yesterday at 11+, in the end went to send cousin off. slept on the bus 56. starting to get sick already. and i must say that i'm gonna be a loner T.T i'm still not very good, although my face tells you that i'm okay. i also don't know whether she's fine. i'm not thinking too much. i'm just waiting for one and half year to go by. that's it. Labels: i just need sisters.. Wednesday, February 11, 2009
i don't want to talk much. gonna cry already. cousin going to australia today. and i can't send her off. fcuk. one and half year cannot see her. T.T only msn nia. i don't want to talk much，虽然我面无表情，心里我是难过的。 and i seriously think that i'm changing, don't even know for the worse or the good. i need to change for the good, NOT THE BAD. if i really changed, and that is for the bad. please kindly tell me. i would try my best to be the old me. if i've scolded you unnecessarly, i'm sorry. i'm controlling my temper/mood. Labels: 我好难过T.T Monday, February 09, 2009
had school today. nothing special. but i'm starting to lose my temper. i can't help it. but after school something irritaing happened. forget it. everyone thinks so. then having farewell dinner with family. :D my cousin's beside me. i'm really gonna miss her. REALLY. Labels: I JUST SIMPLY LOVE A-WEI BREAKING WINDMILL Sunday, February 08, 2009
woke up ay 9.45 today. -.- i want to sleep la~! changed and went to tp hub ntuc and bought ingrediants for monday's dinner. came back at 10.45 everything is on y.e.s933 top of the chart~! yahoo! then I cooked fried rice for lunch. eating that for dinner again. went online and done f&n. at 5, watched 我愛黑澀棒棒堂 part 12. watched ah-wei's fong yun breaking. AND I'M STARTING TO LOVE HIS DANCE. HE ROCKS MAN~! I LOVE HIS BREAKING:D tomorrow's the last day of ox year! REMEMBER TO OPEN YOUR ANGBAOS~! she's gonna leave already, for overseas studies. who don't miss her? we all do miss her. really she's like my bioligical sister, though she's my cousin. everything happens so quick. 11feb she's off to australia. university of queensland. just want to say to her, jie, i miss you. talk in msn okays? take care yourself there. Saturday, February 07, 2009
just came back from band. my back is killing me. won't want to say much. going to sleep already. goodnights people. it's only 2.27 :D Friday, February 06, 2009
went to school today, it's was okay. :D p.e, first period took temperature, left my talking themometer at my airwalk bag T.T forgot to take out. then had p.e after that, played basketball. english, keep asking aaron to lend me worksheets. thanks aaron :D he's good. maths, had indices test. CONFIRM FLUNG. and i seriously hate the other neighbour of mine. not you perry. he/she is damm irritating. always sitck to me. eeyer. just name that person someone la okay? someone is like sticking to me everyday one loh. i won't say what subjects that someone take, someone is very bossy. everything come up to my face complain complain complain. it's IRRITATING. DAMM IRRITAING. i feel like asking ms tan to change someone's seat. even those people around it thinks that someone is IRRITIANG LOH. eeyer. recess, don't feel like saying. URH. history, FEELS GOOD WITHOUT SOMEONE AND I HAD MY TEXTBOOK, FEELS SO GOOD :D chemistry, had a test. i thinking that i'm gonna flung. although i already studied. T.T Labels: WHY ME? CAN'T YOU JUST BE WITH SOMEONE ELSE? YOU'RE IRRITAING. NO WONDER NO ONE LIKES YOU. Thursday, February 05, 2009
wednesday 4/2 report to mac at 7.20 was late. but hehe, no punishment. cause it's cliques. not band. dunno why, these few days. shout here and there. i got a feeling that i'm starting to get moody. i'll control my mood. for those that i've offened, sorry. nothing much to talk about wednesday. bordem always. thursday 5/2 social s, played a game. which is about social s. then classmates shouting here and there for answers. well, i was one of them. english, amin never come. was busy doing my own history notes. chemistry, done ch...... some thing. that's a experiment :D recess, waited for cliques. they went back to class. then suddenly jass pooped out with her MUM. it's mum okay, not mam. that's a madam. chinese, done a test. was like giving perry some answers. it's nothing, i also don't even know whether it's correct or not. maths, laoshi gone through indices then suddenly i remembered that there's joshua tuition tomorrow, haha! for anyone who's taking emaths and is willing to have tuition with me at my place, please tell me personally. it's friday starts at 3.30 or 4. tell me personally if you are interested. find me a.s.a.p, i need to tell him quick. v.e, changed sits. perry's sitting with me. zhengkang sitting infront of me. aaron and mingsheng also. T.T no need study liao la ~!? that's all for today. i also force myself to update. Tuesday, February 03, 2009
sorry peoples, i'm not in the mood/no time to post today. [partially both;D ] today was fine. so that's all for today;D Labels: deyimilitaryband ;D |
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