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Tuesday, February 17, 2009
went to school today, i almost slept in maths class. socialS. had a test, and i just wrote more than mr rafi wants, and off i go to my leehomland:D maths. done something on similartiy. T.T don't really understand. and my emaths tuition is still at indices. physics. suppose there's a test today, then never teach one part of inertia. so not gonna study. it's more worse if you start a last-minute study. BASED ON A TRUE STORY BY ME. recess. dno why, suddenly ate so fast. hungry? i suppose :D english. i really just piack~ face down the table. didn't bother about mrs amin. and MRS AMIN~! TAKE CARE EH? :D band. #$^#(^(&*$$^%%%^*(&^**^%#%^*&((^###(&(&(!!*$^&((}{:"}??&%{"?^&*(?$>^}{&*(? that's all for today. i may feel weird, but there's something inside that i've haven't let go yet. that's the weirdness, negative thinkings. etc. it's still a little 痛苦. but i've already send them away. 我的情绪已经很不稳定,有时开心有时难过。 很乱就是了。 it's like something keeps bothering me. and those following words are the continued from my longest post. those are only those words that is telling me from inside. and to all that think i'm changing, i'm just actually handling with the something. although you all may see me super crazy, but inside is actually not. it's actually having a war. i may look okay, but i do keep things like that to myself. instead of telling out. it just make me think that there's a burden from me to you. i rather people say me than saying my cliques. i'm a big wall and they are refugees escaping from a war, i'm just protecting them. but protecting makes me felt weird. something i just found out. big matters that i don't know how to solve. stress is coming already. and it's adding on. i can't defend myself. it's too much already. i'm going to break down soon. i cannot do much. i just can only say that i'll sacrifise if you need. i can only do now is to maintain my emotional level. it's exceding and thanks tansi:D for speaking up for me. Labels: getting more weird these days., i rather sacrifised |
i didn't know that i'm that strong to survive
it's because of you, made me persist on. |