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Monday, March 30, 2009
went to school today.. chinese:had test.. and hopefully can achieve more score from last one :D maths: pythogorans theorm , I HATE YOU! history: ivy talking to us about jokes. laugh like siao! FN: nothing happened.. v.e: went school hall instead.. then camp people came back.. :) then chiong home to do coursework, sorry veronica. never go dsa prac.. then met dad at hub to buy ingredients for tonight's dinner i love it! ♥ begging to love: -phantom regiment:D -cavaliers -breaking -krumping! hehe! it's a short post.. and i won't update until i get my modem.. :D msn too! 有缘再见! Friday, March 27, 2009
had school today. radhika's not here.. gotten back my decision making:D and yeah. lesssons today are still okay. do felt sleepy. :D it's gonna be a short post. Wednesday, March 25, 2009
had school today. i can hardly smile... :( had free period during FN. then went to library during 2nd period. :D thanks to some! stayed there until english period. borrowed a book. I LOVE THAT BOOK! ♥ then had english, yadayada. boring one.. had recess.. with radhika, is like charlotte want's radhika to patch with sandra. is not that i don't want. but i don't wish to heat up my temper. had chinese. felt so weird having radhika to sit beside me.. :) then physics, joanna, CHEERUPS! almost K.O-ed the teacher. i don't like the way he speaks. it irritates me. he talk like "what's the answer? WHAT'S THE ANSWER?!" like want to fight.. continued just finished tuition, got nagged. but not in a very good mood. did my best already and kena nagged. WHAT'S THE POINT? maybe not 100% but now it's nethrlands period and i did better than SYF period can? never mind. i'll just treat it as a lesson. stress enough already. 90%. Tuesday, March 24, 2009
i will wait.. went to school today.. sianz. woke up at 6.50 hurh! late. then chiong all the way to school. was early :D had social S. was like going to sleep? hurh hurh! maths super funny! see ah, short form for decimal place is Dp right? khathrik ask ms tan. this is their conversation.. K: mstan! why is it DP but not VP? MStan: then why you are called khathirk but not te kar? funny right? the whole class laughed :) physics was like fed-up with teacher? i always get irritatedduring physics. i don't know why la. i just prepared to flung physics. recess was fed-up with sandra. and it's super cold! went up to FN room with radhika to give teacher thumbdrive:) english was fed-up by people around me.. especially that mushroom. haha.. done water and dietary fibre worksheet so glad that you talked to me :) went band and did ** Labels: 我会永远记住这种感觉.. Monday, March 23, 2009
went to school today, was alrights la.. but quite moody during recess.. i haven't get over with that yet.. almost died in band camp :x but then survived, cause kena abbravation? haha laugh all you want. i'm so gonna change my blogsong. chinese: mr tan never come. again.. maths: something funny happened.. history: bordem. and sherlyn, ivy and lisa behind me laughing. -.- recess: was moody then. i haven't get over with that yet.. FN: started on water and dietary fibre.. was understandable. hey! so far i can only understand FN. interesting eh? ve: i totally forgot what's the name of this period.. i was like daydreaming? after school: stayed back for mr lee's punishment, then disiao la. bused home. now doing FN draft. wth. almost cannot take it already lah. it's worse than sec2. i don't know.. i just hope that we can be back again. i'll wait. don'tget the wrong idea. i'm not trying to break off, but to talk to you. it's been 3weeks since we ever talk face to face.. from the day until now, i only wish that you could at least talk to me. the scar is still there.. but i know you don't care. i take this matter to heart. so that's why i'm so worried. i'm still trying to get over with it.. but please, not another bullet. i'll breakdown. Labels: 1year 2 months to go. Sunday, March 22, 2009
it's just a short post only ;D today did nothing. just at home do FN only. bordem eh? my parents came back *yay! reached home yesterday at 2 -.- slept in the cab, shiok:) Labels: -/♥breaking Saturday, March 21, 2009
just came back from band, hehe :X and i'm black! this camp is actually alright la. but i won't tell anything about what we do. cause it's * yeah. * later going off to airport to study/gaming. eating Bk later! and i'm having gastirc? i need SLEEP! Wednesday, March 18, 2009
alrights, having my last post before i leave tomorrrow morning for camp. don't even know whether i can come back in full piece boh. hopefully :D and i won't be updating about bandcamp. you all know la, confidential. and i'll be back on saturday about 7+, buang everything back to it's place, then get changed and off i go to airport :D i'm so gonna miss my bloster D: cause it has my smell on it. :DD and i'll miss you all too! just had good food just now, good food before i leave :D hopefully the camp is formation and music all day. i think someone is coming to help, i think so?! won't say who la. just want to tell god that " lord, i pray that time will pass quickly. so that i'll be home to praise you soon. and please pray that my parents would have a safe trip home. and i'll be thankful for you. in the name of jesus, amen. " that's my prayer and hope to hear from all soon! to all my 战友们,ENDURE AH!!!!! Labels: SEE ALL SOON:D, WILL BE OFF FOR 3DAYS Tuesday, March 17, 2009
weird weird de leh, one day by one day the camp comes near, can't really sleep well at night. phobia? but that's for outdoors. this camp is indoors, mayb cause' for the ex-members who are coming? never mind, i'll endure it through. 3 days only! not 5 days..hehe:x woke up at 10 today. then straight on the com until now. . i gurantee i'll online till quite late. but need to lights off early tmr night. had been watching shows until now. it's only 50% of what i wanted to watch. but i haven't pack! :D Labels: thankyou'll for conforting me. Monday, March 16, 2009
have you ever tried not to sleep for a day? i do. i didn't sleep today. yadah. i went down to mac and shop&save yeaterday night before my parents flew off. was like asking them for ideas about my FN. after they flew off, then i was hogged up on com for 1hr on. "how am i suppose to get my incernet connection back?!" irritaing mio. was basically on the com the whole day. that li'l fella is almost on-ed for 20hr. 3 years already and still fit :D just now talked to cousin over at brisbane through video call. cool mans. then now my uncle's here again. everytime my parents flew off, he sure come de.. why? cause' of my com. yadah. and i'm so gonna watch shows until 11.30 then watch css result's show :D all planned. tomorrow then start work. i'm lazy, sorry :/ you stood infront of me, pointing a gun at me. the bullet shot me in right in the heart. but i didn't realise. why? cause that bullet had numb-ed me. if this is what you want, then i'll just let go. but i had to tell you one thing; i cherish those times with you, my friend. i take that friendship to heart. since you choosed someone better than me, i'll just leave you to her. but hurting me once is more than enough. not anymore. cause' i don't wish to see you like this. if there's a need for help. i'm always by your side.. Labels: thankyou for th' Memories.. here posting at 4.47am. later parent's going off to airport already. gonna miss them :) 6 days at thailand. dno do what.. i've changed my skin between 30 min, cheers*! i'm like spending my time watching those memorial videos till 5 then wake that 2 up. i'm free for 3 days! yay! but i got bandcamp09' i rather. please leave comments on how should i improve my blogskin! thanku's! Sunday, March 15, 2009
fine, i'm over with her. i don't know what's wrong. since i read what she said in her blog. break up eh? i've tasted that feeling. say what, i'm your best listener. eat shit. i'm angry, inside and leaving a question mark. over with me? fine, i won't bother about you already. but please, dont snatch radhika away from me. you want freedom from me? go ahead. you're free. 我不想在跟你讲话了。 i'm gonna kick her out of my mind during camp. And please, stop bothering me anymore. alrights, talk about today then. kick those unhappy ones away. wake up at 12 hehe :) and went down to central and ate. i'm down with flu+Sorethroat again. but i don't know why, excited about this bandcamp :D i'm gonna pass through this camp. and throw that away. then went down to vivo, :D went back to national geographic will be watching all the videos i wanted later ;D Friday, March 13, 2009
just came back from band. and the gala dinner's quite okay larhs. others are back there.. and that italic words that are typed, are for a person that i cherish her, that's tansi. i don't wish to say much. i hope that she to at least talk to me. 很难受! Thursday, March 12, 2009
i don't know why la, i just seriously need you back. you keep ignoring me like this sooner or later i'll get mad. please, i'm frustrated enough already. you should know im talking about who, the person which i am closest to. had school today, maths was laughing my head off. those are for a person, which i'm very close to. it's a she. tomorrow's gala dinner, and i'm not eating there. EX! tomorrow sure can see 原老级的老鸟。:D excited. and i'm confirmed hanging on com once i come back. i seriously need some rest. my mother la! come back straight study. NO NEED REST DE AH? watch a show also cannot meh? FUNNY. and please veronica, don't cling your eupho on my vest again, i'll kill you for that. IN FRONT OF SENIORS LEH! wish me lucks! Wednesday, March 11, 2009
我完全不知道发生了什么事。 maybe it's my mistake? i don't know. i need you back, i'm not used to the you now. had school today, thought was alright. and cheers for me! i didn't sleep in class! -FN; talked about vitamins today, and quite interesting actually. and talking about anemia. terrified. -english; go chiong-ing work with radhika. mate! -recess; was not hungry, and slacked in 303. -chinese; almost caught by mr tan, kiakia oh! cause we are gathering around shiying table seeing her hammy.[hamster]. PHEW! -physics; finally mr koh not angry. after school, bought food and went back home. saw sisters on the way to take 88. probarly going to church-meeting bahs. now watching shows. later having tuition. ciaos people, and friday's gala dinner, gonna see my super old seniors ! ARH!!! Labels: i'm not used to the old you, please. don't ignore me. it's difficult. Tuesday, March 10, 2009
just ate my dinner, burbs. and today in band is still okay. we learnt * HEHE! not gonna say ;D it's only a short post ;D so nity nites people! Monday, March 09, 2009
i'm gonna die of lacking of sleep now.. just came back from band. my back hurts like hell T.T and veronica, cheerups. everyone's tired. and stop being KISIAO. she down thr DEAR DEAR de.. then everything was black black de.. on the way down, huayang, hongwen, jackson & sylvester scared me, raudhah, alishah, sandra and veron. wth. at home now doing stuffs for band later. and it's raining now T.T my shoe is gonna be ruined! luckly got dad to help me polish. LOVE YOU FATTY~ woke up at 11. then done only e-learning for english. the rest is not what i'm learning now. TOO BAD! then packed up to get ready for band later . confirm going to sleep tomorrow in class. and there's no band tomorrow ! in the schedule la. Sunday, March 08, 2009
i suddenly found out that the ticket pricing is CLOSED. wth. I HAVEN'T BOUGHT! i dont know why must you say that i know?!? i don't like this! today went to lor 7 and ate there. then went to htb hub, drank teh. almost puked. seriously. went down to bugis, dno for what. and t.s, i want to be closer with you ! not like this, far far de.. very kangkoh. if i do change, TELL ME~! Thursday, March 05, 2009
here i am using my uncle's laptop. he bought a 8mg webcam ;D had school today.. social s: almost sleep.. english: listened to a oral communication, nothing larhs. chemistry: had filing and started chapter3 . 50-50 :D recess: recently beggining to eat lesser, dunno why.. chinese: had a test, sure confirm flung. maths: going to have a test tomorrow, even ms tan say difficult la.. v.e[physics test] : difficult... forget it . flung~! Wednesday, March 04, 2009
had school today, sorry, today i moody. today quite funny ;D after F&N, stood outside the class. waiting for amaths people to finish. mrs amin stood outside after having lessons with 303. then she drinking green tea, i keep poking her :D she called me poker? haha! then i stood behind her at the door, mr soon came walking and this is their conversation: mr soon walking out the class door with a paiseh handsign. mrs amin: i tell you ah, i'm not in a very good mood horh, [mr soon keep saying yes mdm.] don't play with me i tell you! i find it funny.. then she told about the "diagnosed-false alarm" and ms tan is so kind. i don't know why, just starting to like learning from dance videos. krump, breaking, reggae.. they are just so cool! especially taiwan dance groups. :D i'm in love with BlackAngleCrew :D Monday, March 02, 2009
i'm at home now, just came back from school. maternal side grandma's coming back tomorrow :D chinese. done another chapter, having a small test next week. maths. done something about similarity. i still dno! history. mr chia~! your ba chor mee :D hoh jia boh? FN. had a retest, i didn't know! totally forgot T.T VE. ms tan showed a video of them in the camp. i down there laughing.. kharthik! rolling on the floor. then kharthik lead the rest in sucess claps. i stand down there watching khairul shaking his ass. :D kisiao la he~ talking to cousin now, she's at australia uni library. miss her loads! wonder how's she doing.. LOVE YOU SISTER! ♥ ahj'aimeL.
Labels: ♥msj'aimeL. Sunday, March 01, 2009
at home now, raining meows and woofs. they came back from camp already. some said okay okay, some even excited about more camps. but somehow i think that they think that i never go because i have no guts. do you? there's reasons why i didn't go . forced to go, i'm short of $$ cause of netherlands, i don't like outside camps. i really don't like outside camps. it gives me a feeling that i go there in one piece, come back with 2 piece. phobia i guess. yadaa, i'm a girl without courage. NO. not this type of courage. i just simply hate outside camps. I RATHER BAND CAMPS! and 1 thing to my sisters; SORRY! i ps-ed you all. cause i think that they aren't happy about me not going. T.T sorry~ i just couldn't help it. |
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