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So we don't stop! we can't stop!
UNTIL WE REACH THE TOP!
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fi0n 20051994 i'm a ; IAM HOTTEST , A+ , CASSIE! been a fan or the following since; HOTTEST& I.AM♥ 150109 LEEHOM-FAN♥ 170505 DBSK;cassie ♥ 030111 MBLAQ; A+♥ 200510 Craves/MUST-HAVES!
▪ DIPLOMA IN PASTRY BAKING -COMINGSOON- ▪ DSLR -CANON EOS650D! OHYEAH- ▪ My 19th birthday~! ▪ 2PM to revist singapore ;_; ▪ WANG LEEHOM/2PM APPEAR IN SG! ▪ LEARN KOREAN/HANGUL! ▪ fly to seoul~ ▪ SLIM down. :) Loved ones.
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Monday, January 14, 2013
hello 2013! its finally the new year~ thought of leaving this blog to die but i didn't :D starting this year with Legend of 2pm's first stop at fukuoka, i already cannot wait for their album and not to say DVD!!!!!!! *spazzing* i'm finally taking a step further to pastry line, got accepted to sunrice diploma for pastry baking.. DREAM COME TRUE T_____T wanted it after since a F&N lesson since secondary school days , OHYEAH~ starting school in feb and i hope things work smoothly for me, meeting new and nice friends at school >< hope 2013 turns out to be a better year in the fandom, the 2nd half of 2012 isn't our year at all.. 2013 starting japan tour with a bang! and boy, jhottest love the boys T_T *i love you girls too♥* DSCS 2PM ^___^V my new year resolutions for 2013! *^^* 1. Enter sunrice with a fresh heart for this industry - i really have to study hard this time round, balancing fandom, friends and studies equally. hope to meet new and nice people inside sunrice whom i can trust, be friends with and maybe, some 2pm fans? XD ohhoho~ may not know! 2. get a job before internship starts while studying in sunrice - this seems impossible since i can only earn a little. can only work on sundays since sunrice staffs said 'm studying 6 days? :o work as much as i can, but still sticking to the fandom T_T everything will be better after internship.. tired only.. 3. stop being over-sensitive - people around me are just simply 2pm fans, and my secondary school 4NA classmates. sometimes these people can be busy with their lives and can't get back to me, that feeling is still there.. as though this person forgot about me, even to not liking me anymore. noone stays in my life, its just me who have to move on. secondary school days we worry about friendship problems, i didn't have much time on them because of band.. now? people getting in relationships, attitude changes and merely just wanting me to get lost. i gain and lose nothing to those people who wants that way, well :/ 4. save till 3k by 2013 christmas - finance is another problem to me. i've been visiting the atm more than the toilet D: partially because of pm's releases, and others? me lazy or late and cabbing to work.. -.- changed now though >< spending it more on food and gaining .. weight XD i won't be spending as much as working days after entering sunrice ~ which is good? :D fandom has it own savings, i have my own savings.. great, suck my wallet dry jype ._. 5. socialise with people more and make new friends - no matter if its fandom or personal life at work, its the same. i tend to stick with the same people and idek whether they're sick of me XD. i need to interact with people more! just because of those people i met at ITE my confidence dropped alot. i regretted meeting them, really. noone appreciates me in ite. well, i don't give a damm. Taking me for granted and playing jokes, what's new? i don't really wish to meet those people ever again, except for those who i talked to at the end of year period.. i have simply nothing to say about these people. 6. stop being LAZY - the simplest thing ever, laziness. Where did my sense of emergency went even though all i had was work in 2012? the first job in 2012 was simply sucking the company's money, the 2nd one i threw in my everything but mistakes are still there. *perfectionist, its always lives in me* i need to have more initiative more than anything else to get this laziness off me for good :( taking initiative in everything that i do makes me move about, rather than just sitting there = laziness , to me . 7. my attitude - i know i may not seem that sucky like other attitude problem people, but changing for the better is something good no ? :D having the right attitude at everything does reflect on my well-being, fandom, work or studies~ stopped using vulgarites at people unneseccarily and reason out with them. good change! :D but i have change the way i speak or even type, it does seem bitchy at times -^- i also want to be more matured, since its soon to step in the society when i'm not even 20.. and i cannot bear to show attitude at work. basically NO. hehe! 8. my weigh - i've started to eat chinese medicine to get my body working better, work and laziness is really stopping me from that and i realised it after work that i have to eat >< times are busy especially christmas days when i can't even breathe properly.. once tcm say i'm perfectly fine inside, i'll start to change on the outside (Y) be a prettier me *shy* 9. FANDOM - still the same since the day i joined to serve the fandom, be a matured, respectful, humble senior ht at facts and serving forum members better than 2012 for the boys ♥ they're literally part of my daily routine already. checking for their whereabouts and forums every day without fail ~ like any other years, supporting the boys as hard as i can! 4th year in fandom already , i cannot be as stubborn as the 2nd year >< hal-su isseo~ ^0^ DSCS 2PM+HT ♥ 10. friends - why i post them for the last? people who companied me through the young days~ i want to stay close in touch with them, especially that silly sotong tansi and the others! i guess, besides the fandom and them there's noone else i can turn to T_T remember, i'll be always here.. going nowhere :D 4:16AMSGT, 14th january 2013! shall sleep~ i guess i'll pass-by here when there's time :D call me friend or not, after hearing tansi studies at shatec diploma for hotel management, i had no idea why i'm already picturing the both of us working at the same hotel >< really, i had no idea why! can even picture the both of us attending to VIP.. D: i hope this really comes true! shes' one good friend that i afford cannot lose anymore >< Labels: i really.. miss 2pm T_T |
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i didn't know that i'm that strong to survive
it's because of you, made me persist on. |
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